Thursday, January 17, 2008

Time Warp

Looking back, through all my old posts, there were a few things that ran through my mind.

Like, geezus, maybe I should have censored some of that stuff I wrote about. But then I remembered that I don’t give a crap.

Or how some of my rants made me seem like a complete lunatic on the most bizarre combination of drugs possible. Then I realized I’m fortunate to be one of those people who do not mask what they’re really like in real-life and create a false online personality. I’m really as boisterous as I make myself out to be, but without the combination of various drugs. That’s skills right there.

Also, the drinking? The fact that my liver is even still functioning is a miracle. Understandably at the time I was going through a “minor” bump in the road, but DAMN, if I were my liver I would have said ‘fuck you’ and gone on a trip to the Bahamas. I am currently reporting that AJ-the-Drinking-Tank cannot handle the booze like she once did and prefers the comfort of her sofa than the floor of a random bar.

Aside from those thoughts, I really wanted to change the template that I had been using. I looked at what was offered through Blogger and didn’t quite like the selection. Then I remembered that I’m shit out of luck because I’m a complete n00b who knows nothing about creating a template or customizing it. Hence why this plain, boring, blue template is on your screen.

Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to shove Kleenex up my nostrils as I continue to battle this nasty cold virus.


Wednesday, January 16, 2008

The Return?

It's funny how when life starts to whirl out of control that I decide to pick-up where I last left and try to make sense of how things have changed in over a year.

I feel rather guilty for abandoning this for so long. I've thought about writing so many times and everytime my laziness griped a tight hold on me and I ignored the idea of typing out a sentence or two. Why? Because apparently that's how I roll.

I contemplated the idea of started fresh. New name, new blog, new everything. But it didn't quite sit well with me. I didn't write here for long, but I had all my stories that were a part of my history - my life. I couldn't just pack-up and go, and leave it all behind. Whether I like it or not, my past posts happened... every damn event... every damn word... and certainly, every damn emotion. Which, by the way, what the hell is up with the last post that I left off with? That'll need explaining. Lame. What was I thinking?

Much has happened in my world since October of 2006, both good and bad. I'm feeling slightly overwhelmed at the idea of updating everything that has happened. I'll be taking it one day at a time. Starting off with updating a few links because GOOD GOD so outdated.

I certainly hope I'll stick to this writing business. My world has felt so lonely without it. Much venting, bitching and creating chaos to ensue. Let the uncensoring begin.


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